Epiphany

Who I Am As a pincer I grew up telling myself and everyone else that I never wanted to shorten married and have children. I watched my mother get married and break up twice and seen what kind of pain that inflicted on her and us kids. I plan that I would be a better person if I stayed superstar and didnt have any kids to worry about. Of course I fell in love early in adulthood and decided to have children. A few years later my fear f becoming manage my mother in the aspect of marriage, divorce and having kids came alive.I felt like such(prenominal) a fool for allowing that to happen to me. Usually by the time I get home from work and picking up the kids, It Is late and I do not feel like taking the time to in reality cook a meal. One evening we got home earlier than we usually do so I decided to fix dinner, sit go across and truly eat as a family. I can rally myself standing In front of the stove thinking of the frustrating farseeing day of work I had, getting aggravated because the kids were running somewhat the souse.The kids were playing and being loud which Is what a 4 year senior boy and 4 year old girl would do. Then It curtly becomes quiet and Patrick comes to me and says Mommy, you know what? I say with an annoyed tone of articulatio What Patrick? He says your superman. I picked him up and gave him a big hug. In that fleck I realized that out of all that has happened to me In my life, I am truly grateful that I have my children and that I am actually a better person because God brought them Into my life.